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| Thursday, April 21st, 2005 | | 10:34 pm |
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| Friday, January 9th, 2004 | | 10:14 pm |
Winter, why are you trying to ruin my life, baby? You have been giving me the sub-zero treatment for about a week now, and it is gettin' me all discombobulated. Was it something that did, or maybe said? If it was you know I assure you that i did not mean it. I am sorry, baby. Damn. in all seriousness, though, it is negative six trillion degrees! and i can't go to good clean fun, what the shit! winter is a cruel beastie. |
| Thursday, January 8th, 2004 | | 8:40 am |
hey, i'm not in my house for the first time in four days! outside, hurrah! even if it's school. yesterday, upon deciding i was 'faking sick', my dad woke me up at around 10am screaming, and proceeded to remove my computer from my room. he will go back on this soon, as he always does on his word, but it's pretty irritating, as it is putting a damper on my mixtapery(!!!!). at least it's making me read ( more than i already was, anyhow), and even paint a little bit. i'm now reading the fifth harry potter book. ho ho it is pretty exciting. i am really psyched about getting back into SCREENPRINTING! i have such good ideas for this. if anyone knows what's up with the alleged good clean fun show saturday in long island, or if anyone talks to raza, please let me know!! please write me emails, arghlibbyjones@hotmail.com Current Mood: liibrary! |
| Monday, January 5th, 2004 | | 10:33 pm |
if we don't live like this then we're better off dead!
ATTN: KIDS WHO LIKE FUN! there is some serious ass lacking going on in the way of winter fun/games! SO! saturday january seventeenth, as in, not this saturday but rather the next, bigass manhunt game! tompkins square park! after the abc show! something like, 8pm! tell your friends! wear costumes and shit! it'll be fun! remember... fun?! fuck yeah! i'll make flyers and stuff!! and bring speakers! it can be manhunt/a dance party! i am serious! dead serious!! love&fun, libby. Current Mood: so sick! |
| Sunday, January 4th, 2004 | | 2:00 pm |
i hate the days where i wake up at three in the afternoon and push myself and push myself to finally leave the house, then realize that doing so was the worst thing i could have done for myself. i'm liking this crazy warm weather though, damn! yesterday was getting dressed up so fancy, going to dinner with marinla(!), getting into an 18+ show at a shitty venue, with two forms of id (one thanks to mr d. bilmas), the worstheadache, quietly flipping out for several hours, over an hour of frantic crazy dancing, and throwing up when i got home. the highlight of yesterday was finishing the prisoner of azkaban which was holyshitwhatthecrapamazing! i'm psyched about reading #4. a little worried about five, though. jess (who looked so nice yesterday!) said "after reading four, i cried alot, but then i felt awesome. after reading five, i cried alot, but then felt terrible." uh oh. i just ate a whoole lotta bad tofu creamcheese because i didn't realize it was bad since i'm sick! awesome! Current Mood: sick!Current Music: carrie nations. magnum. |
| Tuesday, December 23rd, 2003 | | 11:10 am |
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| 2:27 am |
so move but don't move too fast for your dreams or your grandest of plans.
i am having a really rough time getting into the holiday spirit this year. if you've known me for a few years, you probably know that i am really into christmas, and usually super psyched on it, and am all about baking pies and making things. this year it's just.. hm, i don't know. i think imight be too depressed to really enjoy it. i feel like christmas has just snuck up on me. this worries me a little. i'm also back in super-nutso night-owl libby mode again, for the first time in a long time. my sleep schedule is MEGA fucked. does anyone else remember how non-fun this was last time? i sure do. tonight's been a super-weird nostalgiafest. good and bad, i suppose. i've been listening to songs like "we laugh at danger" and having this weird off-in-the-distance feeling like i'm going to cry. anyhow. onto things far more posi. ( bloodshot eyes, needing seven cups of coffee, with no sugar and no lies! )lovebadgerslovebadgers, libby. ps. today was probably one of the five worst days i have ever had! rock! Current Mood: awesometacular!Current Music: my house/neighborhood is oddly dead silent. eep! |
| Thursday, December 18th, 2003 | | 9:29 pm |
what we're fighting for - to change the world through posi-core!
tell me what you want to be! good! tell me how you want to stay! clean! tell me what you want to have! fun! good! clean! fun! go! tell me who i'm going to see in what is essentially delaware tomorrow... good! clean! fun! that's right! oh hell yeah! xoxlibby! sidenote, as of 3pm today, i no longer have to wear that GODAWFUL disgusting uniform for seventeen fucking days! WINTER BREAK 2k3! BRING ON THE BEERZ! Current Mood: excited!Current Music: the television! |
| Monday, December 15th, 2003 | | 6:38 pm |
no school today! self-appointed snowday/mental health day? christmas is in ten days! i'm super psyched. i have to start xmas shopping for the family and craftin' for the friends. goddamn. i am a lastminutebeast. to the batcave! xoxlibby. Current Music: let's talk about the working class & altruistic acts... |
| Sunday, December 14th, 2003 | | 1:49 am |
let's dance while we still can. these days are numbered short. we can watch moments pass.
tonight got me thinking about the crazy brevity of all of our lives, our relationships.... how there aren't as many chances to fix things, to better things, to let people know how fucking much they have meant or do mean to you as there should be. and how important it is to cram in everything you have to say in at your goodbyes. the i love you's. the i've missed you's. the i fucked up, i'm sorry's. the take care of yourself's. the you mean alot to me's. fucking hug your friends. don't let stupid shit fester until you want to kill eachother. be honest. right now i am sixteen years old. when i think about how quickly the past year has gone, one entire year. i think about how from where i am today, matt only had ten more 'one year's. ten more new year's eve's. ten more birthdays. how quickly a whole year can pass. three hundred and sixty five days. 525,600 minutes. just ten times between where i am now and where matt davis died. dead at twenty-six. that could be any of us. it's so bizarre to think about. i know i say this all the time, but i really have to work on saying the things that i want/need to say whenever i feel like i should. i got to spend tonight with a shit-ton of wonderful kids, who i definitely think don't know just how awesome i think they are. i am rambling. this must come to an end. so, thank you [plural! like youse/y'all!] for everything. there is a far more likely than not chance that i respect you, that i love you, that i miss you, that i'm glad we've gotten to know eachother. xoxlibby. Current Mood: not doing enough..Current Music: or we can see them as our last. throw caution to the wind. |
| Thursday, December 11th, 2003 | | 6:19 pm |
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| Wednesday, December 10th, 2003 | | 8:08 pm |
and sometimes broken things make the best building supplies.
so i am now sixteen years old, check that out. Damn. first of all. thank you so much to anyone who called me, or came out to see me, or wrote me an email, or who wished me a happy birthday in some form or another. i've been hearing all sorts of things... "that was the WORST year of my life, hands down", "most incredible year of my life~!", lots of crazy contrasting stuff. i'm leaning towards it'll be the damned best, because it's already looking pretty awesome. thank you natalia for the coffee! [a gigantic] thanks to alix, anthony, holly, jeff, kate, leigh, marc, raza, todd [falc]o'leary, todd schmeling, and tom for coming out to dinner and refusing to let me pay, and giving me lots of nice funny stuff and singing me happy birthday, and just being generally super sweet and excellent. i haven't had a party in eight years, so to have one thrown for me by friends was so unbelievable and great. me around twelve other people- not nervous in the least. definitely says something about the people i was with. friday. ( Read more... )saturday. ( Read more... )sunday. ( Read more... )all in all an incredibly excellent five days or so. a big thank you to anyone who was a part of it. i am a lucky. i think i am getting a hole punched in my left nostril one day soon. huzzah! <3/hope, libby. Current Mood: ageofconsent=partytime. NOT!!!Current Music: latterman. seriously guys, we could take over the world if.. |
| Tuesday, December 2nd, 2003 | | 12:26 am |
turn off the tv! write a book! read it to me!
sometimes i wish more than anything that i was one of those people who could just go anywhere, anytime, to any party, to any show, and meet new people and easily talk to people i already know, and have fun. but i can't. haha. i'm just hellanervous all the time now, sometimes alot worse than others, and i don't even know how to not be. i felt really strange tonight, and spent a good deal of time leaning against a wall like 'aaah'. i have to work on this shit. with that shit aside, i'm really glad i got to see all of the wonderful kids i got to see tonight[hi!], and meet a few nice ones. i am especially glad that the show was for such a damned good/underrecognized cause, and the bands were excellent. i only stayed for the first few of helen of troy's songs, but i'm sure they filled the kf other office with the sounds of UNABASHED AMERICAN PRIDE! OH YEAAH! WATERSCHLIDES what! to those that spend time with me : sorry i am so weird. love, libby. ps. I FOUND IT. Well now its time to say good-bye to Jed and all his kin, And they would like to thank you folks fer kindly droppin' in. You’re all invited back again to this locality To have a heapin' helpin' of their hospitality. Hillbilly that is. Set a spell. Take your shoes off. Y’all come back now, y’hear? Current Mood: brutal headacheCurrent Music: vandals. kick it. |
| Monday, November 24th, 2003 | | 7:14 pm |
hey kid: i read your words, they meant alot to me, they cut through my apathy.
this weekend was kinda nuts. i am kinda nuts. first and foremost. the second amendment is now the first. it is the only section, and very cornerstone of the constitution of my militia. "A WELL REGULATED MILITIA, BEING NECESSARY TO THE SECURITY OF A FREE STATE, THE RIGHT TO KEEP AND BEAR ARMS , SHALL NOT BE INFRINGED!!" OH YEAH!!!!! OH YEAH!!! A TRUE AMERICAN LEGEND!!! just kidding. fuck that. arm the bears! friday after school i rushed like hell home and up to port authority. got the very last seat on the 4:30 bus to easton. this dude kinda 'fell asleep' and started inching progressively closer to me until his shoulder was on me, this is when i started thinking like white ninja. "Arms length, you are a gross little boy". so i tapped him and made him move the hell over. i read about 200 pages of michael moore's "downsize THIS!" which i later in the weekend finished. i liked very much and definitely recommend it. i am now reading "dude where's my country!?". maybe i will exceed my one-book a week standard, and even read two! jane and her mom picked me up from the bus. her sister looks so old now, yikes! ryan picked us up and we went to the 'sober club.' which is the easton uhh, venue/AA meeting hall. it was really crowded and weird. but! brad, evan, jordan, chris[x2], kevin, nick, justin, and later carolanne and erin!! were there, so that was extremely nice. the show was hecka hot and i ended up sitting on the bar and talking to jordan for most of it. it's funny how i never run into him in either of our hometowns, but rather other weird parts of pennsylvania. it's always awesome to be really psyched to get a phonecall from someone for the first time in a long time, expecting them to want to talk or maybe even hang out- then realize that it's only to, as usual, ask for a favor. i drank about a gallon of iced tea, and 32oz of coffee, so i was kinda wired. and also hella nervous. went back to jane's, bootydanced to HEY YA, and talked. went to sleep at a fairly reasonable hour! in the morning we called carolanne and erin and they came over and we made alot of delicious food.. tofu scramble and potatoes. carolanne drove me down to the bus station at one. got on, departed on my journey back up. finished the remaining hundred or so pages of the book, wrote some letters of the i'll probably never send variety, got into a minor accident- with no injuries! hit manhattan around 2:50.. hauled ass down to abc, made it in, as #106. marinla was there. it's always so so nice to see her face, even if it's only once every three or four months. we're gonna get dressed up thefanciest, and go out to dinner. the show sold out shortly after i got there. lots of nice kids that i never really see enough, or don't really know that well were there. ie: jill!!, nicki, cassi, brandi goddamned lee, jeremy, evan, denis, many more that i am neglecting to mention. marc came and did not get in, nor did nicki and cassi. fuck crowded shows! sangre de los puercos were really good, from ashes rise was so fucking loud and intense and good. DSB. holy shit. i love japan. the singer had insane eyemakeup, sat up on top of the crowd for the majority of the set, PA dove, and sang into a bullhorn the entire time. they also had a huge banner which said "RADICAL PUNX NEVER DIE!!!" man. go japan. i went to kate's joint with brandilee and jeremy and evan. ate delicious, delicious disco fries. we ran around for a while and spun the cube [haha!] and had a dance party to no music. assorted rap-off throwdowns. i am really bummed that brandi is moving in a little over a week. it's really a shame to just make an awesome new friend then realize that in an incredibly short time they'll be thirty hours away. still, that isn't so bad. hopefully i'll be able to visit. jeremy and evan are incredibly nice, and i'd definitely like to hang out with those kids more often. i wish i'd been able to go to philly, it sounded like a really nice time, and i would've really liked to see the lovely miss melanie, but, hopefully within the week i'll be doing so. hey!! who wants to go to the thanksgiving day parade? yeah, genocide r00lz! actually, it fucking doesn't- but you know what DOES ROOLZ!? 40 FOOT BALLOONS AND WASHED UP POP STARS ON FLOATS! it will be a good goddamned time. love, libby. Current Mood: tired!!Current Music: speakeasy. fuck you, i'm nervous. |
| Wednesday, November 19th, 2003 | | 11:57 pm |
next time i hear someone call someone a fag or a guy call a girl a bitch, i'm gonna fucking scream.
also, read the dictionary, a new one. it's so strange, the meanings words have taken on. check THIS out, kids. 'bitch' has apparently become synonymous with 'cunt'. what the fuck? bitch = dismissive, dumb insult. cunt=body part. when did this shit happen? n 1: (slang) an unpleasant difficulty; "this problem is a real bitch" 2: a woman who is thoroughly disliked; "she said her son thought Hilary was a bitch" [syn: cunt] 3: informal terms for objecting; "I have a gripe about the service here" [syn: gripe, kick, beef, squawk] 4: female of any member of the dog family v : say mean things [syn: backbite] A female canine animal, especially a dog. Offensive. A woman considered to be spiteful or overbearing. A lewd woman. A man considered to be weak or contemptible. Slang. -A complaint. Slang. -Something very unpleasant or difficult. |
| 11:35 pm |
say "we're finished." say "we're sorry."
so notsolately, but lately too, i've really alienated and shut out by kids i used to spend a pretty decent amount of time with, with the exception of about two ladies. i suppose it's partially my fault, and yeah, i know people grow up and people change, it's just always kind of weird to always feel like the odd one out, and even regarded as a joke or a novelty a fair amount of time, and then realize one day that you're, in actuality, all the way out. i thought for a while that it was because i should just be working harder to hold onto things nad be a little more understanding, but then i realize that when solid groups form, people really do get pushed out, just to make tighter-knitted friendcircles, and that's real healthy and all, but i miss people sometimes, you know? damn. xoxlibby. Current Mood: kinda weird to say the least.Current Music: who's in the front row fin-ger-poin-ting! |
| Saturday, November 15th, 2003 | | 1:45 am |
and i curse myself for being so scared. i've got to start tonight if i want this to be my life.
DEAR DIARY!! I'M SO wASTED DUDES!!!! I TOTALLY WENT TO A FRAT PARTY TONIGHT!! UP ThE PUNX!! i think my ability to handle parties/crowds/social situations might just be right back at square one. tonight was kinda scary. i sort of felt like i was in the way no matter where i stood. time in the hallway with holly, leigh, and tom was nice. i sort of felt like the troll/keeperofthegates. i got to see a bunch of great kids that i definitely don't see often enough. it's such a shame that brandifuckinlee is moving to austin so soon. it's always hella depressing to make awesome new friends, and have them living thirty hours away within a few months. i would like to especially single out and thank jordanmagdelanamercedesmariposaferrand-s apsis and kate for being way more amazing than either of them will probably ever realize. i love you two! william elliot whitmore and his guitarfriend are so good and sincere and endearing. [also will is err, dreamy. there's something i never say!] i wanted to hug both of them really badly. they loves some whiskey, goddamn. the scarlet letter was extra fun as always, even if i was in the hallway. lifetime cover? fid singing hey ya? dag, yo. del cielo... sheesh. i like this band more every time i see them. their live show definitely has gotten even tighter. i forgot how great they were. they didn't play $5 wasted, which was a shame, but their set was still really fun and nice. i finally bought their LP, huzzah. i really wanted to talk to katy, but, big crowds. man, i am a socially inept cat. Damn. love, libby. Current Mood: hooha!Current Music: william elliot whitmore. burn my body. |
| Saturday, November 8th, 2003 | | 11:49 am |
IF YOU THINK THIS IS ABOUT YOU, IT IS.
LIKE THREE OR FOR OF YOU DO THIS ON A REGULAR BASIS. NEWS FLASH!!!! DRIVING DRUNK ISN'T FUCKING COOL. BEING ABLE TO DRIVE WHILE WASTED ISN'T A TALENT, OR A SKILL, OR ANYTHING OF THE SORT. GETTING IN A CAR WHILE DRUNK, AND DRIVING, OR EVEN GETTING IN A CAR AS A PASSENGER WHEN SOMEONE'S BEEN DRINKING, IS ONE OF THE DUMBEST THINGS YOU CAN POSSIBLY FUCKING DO. NOT ONLY ARE YOU ENDANGERING YOURSELF, BUT PEDESTRIANS, AND OTHER PEOPLE ON THE ROAD TOO. IT ISN'T FUCKING "BADASS" OR ANYTHING, IT KILLS PEOPLE. IT'S TAKING A TOTALLY UNNECESSARY AND CHILDISH RISK TO SAVE YOURSELF SOME TIME. IT'S REALLY NOT THAT HARD TO CALL A CAB, OR CALL YOUR PARENTS AND BE LIKE "LISTEN. I AIN'T DRIVING DRUNK." or "MY RIDE AIN'T DRIVIN' DRUNK TONIGHT!" AND FUCKING SLEEP SOMEWHERE ELSE AND DRIVE IN THE GODDAMNED MORNING. SO FUCKING STOP IT IF YOU GIVE A SHIT ABOUT YOURSELF, OR ANYONE ELSE. LOVE, libby. [ps. i went to the doctor, and everything's basically okay, and i'll be alot better in like three weeks, wooha.] Current Music: david bowie, a space oddity. |
| Sunday, November 2nd, 2003 | | 3:31 am |
"don't you think my bruises are sexy?"rasputina said & it was like the beginning and end.
so this is what my leg turned into! the completely purple part is my calf, though it's big enough to be a thigh. it goes down past where the picture stops, and alot of the way around the other side too, sick! and my other leg is bruised, but not so much at all.  fucking gross right? tonight was the second hottest show i've ever been to, some pretty amazing costumes, minor threat covers, a panic attack and chinese food. Current Music: tiffany!! i think we're alone now! |
| Saturday, November 1st, 2003 | | 11:57 am |
i have alot of updating to do on the past week, it's been one of the craziest. as for right now i'm just going to write about yesterday, because it was simultaneously one of the best and worst days i've ever had. this is going to be hella-long. ( Read more... ) Current Mood: physically/bad&otherwise/greatCurrent Music: atom & his package. hats off to halford. |
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